And the sixth day...she rested

I can now count on one hand the number of sleeps before I actually wake up to a very different day!  Five more times I put my head down on my pillow and wake up to a day of getting ready for work.....thinking about what is ahead of me as I drive to work.....thinking about the people I will reach out to or just share some stories. 

Do I have any regrets?  Am I panicking that I might have made a mistake by making this decision.  NO!  I feel calm, peaceful and extremely powerful - in control of my own destination.

Remember that I function each day with pictures in my head of what I want that day to look like - I daydream about what I want tomorrow, next week and even next year to look like.  Now the pictures are a tad different.  I am not sitting at a desk.  I am riding a bike somewhere, digging in soil in a newly developed city park that needs help in its gardens, I am reading a favourite book while sitting on our front porch overlooking our garden beds that we created.  Of course, "my Dan", is a part of my daydreams, my pictures but sometimes I am exploring on my own!

Only five more days - what a lovely gift to open on the sixth day!